{6521}{6545}I have to ask. {6569}{6641}I promise it won't happen again|the rest of the night. {6641}{6689}What? {6737}{6761}What's your name? {6809}{6857}It's Clara. {6881}{6929}Clara. {7048}{7072}Mine's Nikolai. {7096}{7120}I know. {8319}{8367}I'm happy you're here. {8367}{8415}Yeah? {10525}{10573}I want you to fuck me. {10597}{10669}- What?|- Fuck me. {10741}{10813}- Do you have condoms?|- Yeah. {10909}{10933}Hang on... {13090}{13162}Wait... {13210}{13282}I have to go to the bathroom. {13282}{13354}That's all right.|I'll show you where it is. {13738}{13762}Hurry. {19300}{19348}Did you come? {19372}{19444}No. But it's all right. {19492}{19588}No, it's not all right. {22585}{22705}NIGHT #1 {30113}{30137}Clara? {30185}{30233}- What are you doing?|- Going home. {30257}{30281}OK... {30281}{30329}I couldn't sleep. {30353}{30401}Come back up, OK? {30761}{30785}I don't understand. {30833}{30881}Please, come in. {31168}{31216}I would've woken up at noon... {31264}{31312}the sun burning bright. {31360}{31408}I'd have opened my eyes {31432}{31480}and remembered the night before. {31504}{31576}I would've looked for you,|but never found you. {31624}{31672}You'd disappear, just like that? {31912}{31960}You're a stranger. {31983}{32055}Leave, if that's what you want. {32151}{32199}Your hair is wet. {32271}{32319}You'll catch a cold,|but I don't care. {32367}{32391}I don't know you. {32463}{32511}You're nothing to me. {32583}{32607}Go ahead. {32607}{32679}Go freeze to death,|if that's what you want. {32703}{32727}That's not what I want. {32919}{32943}Obviously. {33206}{33302}Modern life makes me sick.|Modern love makes me sick. {33302}{33374}Modern women make me sick.|It's like they're men. {33638}{33686}Did you forget anything here... {33710}{33734}On purpose? {33758}{33806}Earrings? {33806}{33902}Just as proof,|as incriminating evidence. {33950}{34021}I would've woken up,|alone and confused. {34069}{34165}I would've seen two shiny things,|new and unknown to me. {34189}{34261}I would've said to myself:|"All right. {34285}{34333}"That night really did happen} {34429}{34525}It was nothing,|nothing at all, of course. {34549}{34597}We both know it. {34693}{34717}But it happened. {35124}{35220}This kind of situation|makes me sick to my stomach. {35244}{35292}It burns... {35340}{35412}as though acid|were spreading through my body. {35508}{35556}We're better off alone. {35700}{35748}I've got to piss. {35748}{35820}It'll give you a chance to take off,|if that's what you want. {36011}{36059}There should be a law. {36083}{36131}Two people|who have seen each other naked {36131}{36203}owe each other a proper goodbye|at the very least. {36203}{36251}Seriously. {36347}{36395}I've seen you naked. {36419}{36467}I bit your neck|and your breasts. {36515}{36587}I put my tongue in your mouth. {36635}{36683}I tasted your pussy. {36779}{36851}I know exactly what you taste like. {36923}{36970}I think I saw you come. {37066}{37138}I know that you shave your pussy, {37162}{37210}and that you get|little red dots from it. {37282}{37330}I know you have beauty marks|on your back. {37330}{37426}I don't remember how many|or where they are. {37450}{37522}I'm sure some asshole has told you|it looks like a constellation, {37522}{37570}or something like that. {37618}{37690}I know that you don't get very wet. {37690}{37786}I don't know if it was my fault|or if it's always that way. {37810}{37858}I know how you give a blow job. {37906}{37977}You're good at it.|Well, not bad. {38121}{38241}I imagine you'd eventually want|to put a finger in my ass. {38337}{38433}I think you'd want|to have anal sex, at some point. {38457}{38505}I know that you fuck well. {38553}{38601}I like the way you breathe. {38649}{38697}You breathe with your whole body. {38793}{38841}I like the way you move. {38913}{38961}There you have it. {39008}{39080}That's what I know|about you, Clara. {39104}{39176}Clara who? I don't know. {39200}{39248}I don't know your last name. {39248}{39296}It's Clara... {39296}{39344}I've seen you in every position. {39344}{39464}I've seen all that,|but I've never seen you eat... {39488}{39560}just eating something simple... {39584}{39632}like a piece of bread. {39680}{39704}I've never seen you cry... {39776}{39824}never seen you ride a bike. {39920}{39944}I've never seen you swim. {39944}{40015}I don't know if you're good|or if you suck. {40087}{40159}I've never seen you|in a public space... {40207}{40255}during office hours... {40303}{40351}on a workday. {40375}{40423}"I've never seen you|on a workday} {40447}{40495}What an odd thing to say! {40543}{40615}You'll be young forever|in my mind. {40639}{40687}We'll never age. {40783}{40855}We'll never speak softly|in a funeral home. {40951}{41022}I'll never discover|your biggest faults. {41094}{41190}You'll never hate me|for my lies and slip-ups. {41214}{41286}We'll never get a phone call|with bad news {41286}{41334}that wakes us up|in the middle of the night. {41358}{41406}I'll never pat your back|as you throw up, crying, {41406}{41454}when you've had too much to drink. {41598}{41622}See? It's very sad. {41694}{41766}I've started getting to know|how you smell, how you feel, {41766}{41814}and vice versa. {41862}{41910}The secrets we share|are purely physical. {43036}{43132}To be honest, I would've wanted you|to beg me to stay... {43180}{43276}to ask me to stay in bed here,|next to you, forever. {43372}{43396}I would've wanted you to say: {43444}{43540}"Clara, I don't know you,|but I know enough. {43564}{43588}"You're magical. {43612}{43708}"I don't want you to ever disappear|from my life. {43732}{43756}"I've been... {43804}{43852}"waiting for you for 29 years. {43924}{43971}"You're finally here.|Please stay} {43995}{44019}I'm 31. {44091}{44139}"I've been waiting for you|for 31 years. {44139}{44235}"You're here tonight,|and I refuse to let you leave? {44355}{44427}That's what|I would've wanted you to say, {44427}{44475}but you fell asleep. {44547}{44643}I would've wanted you to admit|that this had never happened to you, {44667}{44763}that you felt connected to me|by some strange force, {44763}{44811}by something electrifying... {44859}{44883}that letting this pass you by {44907}{44955}would be like|letting your life pass you by. {45002}{45074}Clara or death. {45146}{45194}I would've wanted you|to see things in me {45194}{45242}that I can't see myself. {45266}{45314}I would've wanted|an incredible story {45314}{45386}to begin for us tonight. {45458}{45554}But you fell asleep,|and I didn't. {45602}{45674}Insomnia's a problem for me. {45674}{45722}If I slept eight hours a night, {45722}{45818}I'd have a lot less time|to do stupid things, but... {45866}{45938}instead, I had time to think. {45961}{46009}I realized|that you would've woken up {46009}{46081}next to a stranger|with no clothes on. {46129}{46177}You would've searched your mind|for my name. {46201}{46273}I'd see it written|all over your face. {46297}{46345}The fuzzy morning after. {46393}{46417}You'd ask yourself: {46417}{46537}"Should I fuck her again or not')? {46585}{46657}You might have asked me|for my phone number. {46657}{46705}You'd say:|"I'll call you, Clara. {46705}{46753}"We can get together again|if you want? {46777}{46849}And then we would've|slept together again because... {46873}{46921}Why not? {46945}{47016}Why not sleep together|in the light of day? {47088}{47160}I would've|walked back home at dawn {47184}{47232}and passed by joggers,|saying to myself: {47256}{47280}"I'm not like you. {47280}{47328}"I fucked a stranger last night {47352}{47400}"in his crappy little apartment. {47424}{47496}"I'm obviously not living life|the way you are. {47496}{47544}"I just go with it. {47568}{47616}"I live with intensity} {48383}{48479}"For years,|I've lived flattened with fury. {48503}{48551}"I've accustomed my friends|to an intolerable voltage, {48575}{48647}"to a waste of sparks|and short circuits. {48671}{48791}"To spit fire, to cheat death,|to be resurrected a hundred times, {48791}{48863}"to run a mile|in less than four minutes, {48863}{48935}"to introduce a flamethrower|into the dialectic {48935}{49006}and suicidal behaviour|into politics 6 {49006}{49054}"that's how I've|established my style} {49126}{49198}You bring novels to after-parties? {49222}{49294}He's the greatest Quebecois writer|of all time. {49294}{49366}- Who?|- Hubert Aquin. {49414}{49438}Never heard of him. {49462}{49534}All my secrets are in this book. {49630}{49750}"Entwined, dazzled,|in a tormented country, {49750}{49798}"we've tumbled,|united inside a single kiss, {49798}{49894}"from one end to the other|of our snowy bed} {49965}{50013}- "Tormented country? I|- Yes. {50037}{50085}It's beautiful. {50157}{50229}If you like, I'll read you|all my favourite passages. {50277}{50349}I'll even read you the whole book. {50349}{50469}It would take a few hours,|what's left of the night. {50541}{50637}You'd lie down|and listen to the sound of my voice. {50637}{50685}You'd close your eyes. {50757}{50805}Then you'd read me|your favourite book. {50853}{50925}You'd show me pictures|from your childhood, {50925}{50949}from a foreign country. {51020}{51092}Afterward,|we'd go for breakfast. {51164}{51188}If you like, {51212}{51284}we can get married in the Ukraine|and start a new life. {51284}{51380}Ask me to leave everything behind|and we'll leave together. {51404}{51452}You're a little crazy. {51500}{51548}It's not uninteresting, mind you. {51596}{51644}But I'm kind of tired now. {53154}{53202}No... {53226}{53298}Stop. {53562}{53634}- Why aren't you getting hard?|- I don't know. {53658}{53730}I'm sorry.|It's too fast, stop. {53754}{53802}I'm sorr...
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